nvrltugo..

i miss you. 

i can feel. 

love decreasing.

i can feel another one joining in.

everyday im longging for you.

everyday i love you.

i know im suck.

i hate myself too.

when the time you loves me,

i doesnt know how to appreciate.

when the time past and you gave up,

i started to regret and know whats appreciate.

its all myself.

all i want for christmas , new year and everything is just you.

You. 

I know you might feel stupid if i tell you what ive done this few days.

you might hate me.

you might ignore me scold me. 

but this is what ive done.

i'll never tell.

outlook is happy,

inner pain.

idk youre purposely or what.

you dint hang up the phone i listened everything.

you can scold me for this.

i dont mind.

i started to cry.

i know,there's no turning back for me and u,

but i will never give up.

i know you still love me.

i know you still love me. 

i know you still love me.

i feel weird. weird for everything from you.

love is gone.

09-01-2013. 

reaching soon.

3years 6 month. 

cnt even reach.

im sorry.

i know i hurt you alot of times,

making empty promises.

telling lies,

flirting around,

bad tempered,

lazy,

but,you still be with me no matter what.

thank you for that.

i know ive said i wanna change many times,

but i dint,

end up just air.

but now, from now on,

what i said i will hold and keep my promises.

i wont hurt you anymore.

appreciate you.

last time i dont dare to imagine my life without you.

now i do. 

i cant face that.

no more morning calls.

no more goodnight calls.

no one reminds me.

im sad.

im angry at myself.

i know there no turning back.

i just pray everyday.

pray and hope i can be with her together.

i will do my best and be my best. 

baby,i miss everything.

im happy with you.

i love you,forever.

NVRLTUGO.

Kisses from me.

Raymond. 

.

hi im raymond.

kindly check your messages.

i feel empty. 

i feel like everything we own and went through are wasted.

because trust is missing.

What is anything without trust? Trash.

#True.

Now i know what,revenge.dont say no,i can feel it,see it.

Thank you.

:)

Such a loooooooooooong time i dint touch blog.

dont know why feel like wanna blog..hmm

:) nothing special.

just wanna have some fun and freedom from family*

:(

need a bike.

need money of course!

and ignore my dog friends in school.

*some of them,maybe 3

pheeew~

Two years with her.happy!

whee! <3

Nothing gonna change my love for you!

annd yeah,*to a dog friend*

do you think u tell ehr all those thing can break us up?

nah,dont be childish kid!

it makes our love more strong.

telling her all truth we more happy.

no mroe secret between me and her.

no longer like last time.

now,our life goes more happy!

forever ever after.Hahaha

so,think before you say,kid.

uc kmyself.

im not suitable to be someone's boyfriend.

fuck my self!

I pity you my wall.